Rain Dance

I had left late from the office that day.I walked past the empty parking lots into the beautiful forest pathway in my office.

Well into summer the trees were a lovely green and woods dark brown from the morning rain.I looked at the lake and the silent ducks.They were floating as if in perfect harmony with the towering trees.
I hummed a soft "la la la " into myself.Wat a bliss of Nature.

And suddenly it rained .Not a drizzle.It was a big rain.I looked at the empty road behind and carefully scanned the trails among the dark woods.It was empty.

I began to jump and swirl in the rain singing
"Poo pol en nenjai koithaval" from minnale loudly as I reached the far end of the pathway

I heard some movement and stopped.There was a couple walking from the opposite trail.There is no way they would have missed my dance.
They had big grins in their faces.
I said a "How r u ?" with a big smile loaded with lots of embarassment,shock and a little bit of happiness.
There is no way all three of us could forget that dance.

When words do not express enuf

When one of my colleague called me and said
"Hey ..u know wat I am a technical architect now.Got the promotion today"
First feeling that came to my heart was jealousy.But my words were so different
"Wowww (indicating extreme happiness)..Congrats!!!...When is the treat(atleast give him some loss)"

When my friend( A tamil guy) called me and said
"Kams..I am getting married..Engagement is tomorrow"
Ayyo.If all tamil eligible bachelors are getting married how will I get a guy was my inner thought
"Dei Machi!!! I am so happy for u da" were my words

When my neighbour sported a proud extra cool hairstyle
why dont I have such a hair was my first thought
"Thats a beautiful style.I love it " were my words.

I feel so guilty .My words are never my first thoughts.Although I eventually force myself to think in my word's way.I am waiting for the day when my words and thoughts would be the same.
Uh uh oh definitely in a positive way.
If its in a negative way I cant imagine the disaster I can cause.

When one of my colleague called me and said
"Hey ..u know wat I am a technical architect now.Got the promotion today"
"U and I dont work.And U get promotion and I aint getting nothing" I would blabber like this in the zenith(or should I call it nadir??) of Jealous and disappointed

When my friend( A tamil guy) called me and said
"Kams..I am getting married..Engagement is tomorrow"
"All time.How much did u sell urself for?" I would question his dowry

When my neighbour sports a proud extra cool hairstyle
"I wish you had little brains along with this beautiful hair" would be my words.

Meet me in ward no 13(lucky number), bed no 100 (a percentage representing my mental maturity), Carolinas medical center.
I just got beaten badly !!!

Ada ponga pa..

I always wanted a place to express things.Thought this is the right place.Hmmm..
Today I was actually trying to think for a topic to write.

I had promised Ravee that I will post my anti proposal writing .But after 2 years it doesnt make sense.Should I write a review about the crappy movie I saw last week..Movie ye oru piece of junk .Athuku review thevaya?

Then I thot I will write abt my future desires of how to lead life(I want to live in streets below poverty line for atleast few days).Will this not be enuf to declare me crazy!!Ennamo ippo nalla irukara madri..

Aprom Will it be good enuf to write about the fight I had with some silly people around.That will be too much of masala in my blog..no need I declared..

Trains of thoughts ..So many things to write ..So many reasons not to write..

Ada ponga pa..blog avadu mannavadu..Naan varla inda vilaiyatuku..